Monkey mind. Let's look at the idea of divine wholeness despite our human perception of brokenness. https://youtu.be/V7pJ_dQHiFM
My triggers are personal, but the struggle to rein in my mind's chatter around the issue of self-worth, I believe, is universal. We all have moments that we doubt whether we're worthy of the things we desire. We're human. We're here to work through those things.
Make some space and take some time for yourself to sink in and relax. Oh, and if you do listen, I'd love to know what you experienced.